Y: “Let’s start love over.”
M: “How?”
Y: “First, let’s remove the word love.”
M: “Can we do that without destroying what we have?”
Y: “I just took it away. Are you destroyed?”
M: “Then what’s next?”
Y: “I guess we would have to figure out who we are?”
M: “Don’t we have to figure out what we are?”
Y: “How can we be a we if we aren’t singular people?”
M: “I guess.”
Y: “Then who are you?”
M: “I don’t know.”
Y: “Try again.”
M: “Who do you think I am?”
Y: “That’s unimportant. Who are you?”
M: “I feel like I am incomplete. I feel like I am a lot of things. That I am capable of being a lot — compassionate, curious, loving, neurotic. I don’t know if that says anything about who I am.”
Y: “But what would you call all of those things? Those qualities you listed?”
M: “Honest.”
M: “Then who are you?”
Y: “Not that honest.”
M: “But you are!”
Y: “Remember, we’re defining ourselves.”
M: “Then what’s next?”
Y: “We’re opposites.”
M: “They say opposites attract.”
Y: “And they sometimes fight to erase each other.”
M: “I wouldn’t fight to get rid of you.”
Y: “I’m sure you wouldn’t.”
M: “Would you try to get rid of me?”
Y: “Maybe if we reached an especially rough place. A place where you made me confront something I didn’t want to confront. And I’d run. Or turn on you.”
M: “You’re just saying that.”
Y: “Believe what you will.”
M: “Then what are we trying to start over?”
Y: “I think we started to reach one of those tough spots. You kept telling me you loved me and I didn’t feel anything. So I wanted to start over. To see if we could. To see if you can start love over. To retrace my steps and figure out where I went wrong.”
M: “Did you go wrong or do you just not love me?”
Y: “I love that you’re alive.”
M: “But do you love me?”
Y: “I have the words.”
M: “Say them.”